May 24/ Day 145
downtown with darren and sarah. passed by so fast. donkey kong jenga, cards against humanity, crossroads, and lords of waterdeep. then we ate at that one place i ate with alice once and went to bmv looked at sex books. great day.
May 23/ Day 144
zombie day! fun fun fun. muppets tonight and penis pasta with sarah. also one direction baskin robbins boy, and walks in the park with annoying polluting condom kids. pretty fun day.
May 22/ Day 143
Today started my pattern of not working out. It continued for like two weeks. All I did was work. This day.
May 21/ Day 142
Woke up early enough to squeeze in a work out. Day 5/15 of my 30day shred warmup. In 10 days I will start the 60 day challenge with jmike…I’m so excited to be fit! all of highschool i longed to be thin…but now i just can’t wait to get buff lol
barely got to work on time. Went by really fast. Saw two friends from highschool. I even did two ear piercings for two sweet little girls, one of their mothers saying they would tell all their friends to ask for me! :D guess this means I am getting better at talking to kids. Which is good because it is definitely not something that comes naturally to me. also, time and a half $$$ :D good day indeed Got a text from my old coworker saying her boss wanted to talk on Friday. Because thy didn’t call back, i was under the inpression that aldo accessories did not want me. It didn’t upset me at the time because my manager said I could train to be a key holder in a few weeks. But now that aldo wants me It’s hard to decide which is more stable. Claire’s is offering me key, but Aldo I feel would offer me more growth if I want to stay in retail/fashion. Regardless, I’ll see what Aldo’s offer is before I rule either of them out. Unfortunately since they are both part time jobs neither situation will guarantee me enough shifts to pay off my debts and still have enough extra for spending money and savings. So I need I start looking for another job. One that isn’t retail. Need to work off my credit card debt so I can order my smart serve. Unless I can find government/city work. But we’ll see. Mom was upset at everyone and had a bit of a tantrum towards my brother. Watched Kirsten Wiig’s last SNL episode and had my third pizza bagel. Decent day.
May 20/ Day 141
Woke up several times. Twice to turn off my alarm, and the third time when Daniel had to head back home. Parting is such sweet sorrow, but long distance is worth it if it means he’s mine.
After he left I had breakfast with my parents, and got ready to work out. I brought all my supplies and planned to use the treadmill despite the lovely weather. And when I got there, both were being used. Saw this as a sign to take advantage the weather. So I dropped my stuff off at home, and ran. Not as energetic as yesterday, but the point is I did it. Stayed at the gym for an hour, then went home to see my parents leaving for Toronto. Julian came home with his acting troupe so I bombarded myself in my room and caught up with tv shows.
After showering, eating and not cleaning my room or doing my laundry I lay in bed feeling like utter shit about my whole life. Day that ended in an incredibly sour mood.
No more Internet for more than an hour a day. It ain’t cold turkey, but it’s a start.
PS: LOOK AT HOW LONG MY HAIR IS GETTING
May 19/ Day 140
woke up to a cuddle monster. Taught myself how to do pinup bangs in 30 min, did my makeup, grabbed breakfast and the dress I wore the night before, and ran out the door towards the go bus stop.
It was crowded as hell. and a little uncomfortable bc of my wedges. Before leaving the house I was so determined to wear them the whole day and I would soon regret it. Took the train to eaton, picked up a giftcard @f21 for terry, then attempted to bus to the park, my feet already killing me. Met Terry’s boyfriend, met jeanette’s ex from Saudi Arabia, had noms, flew kites, played with a fire truck, took pictures, went to Jill’s bro’s work as got a shake, headed home on the wrong streetcar, and when I arrived at meadowvale Daniel propose we work out. Tired, but did it anyway, then watched the latest episode of korra/had dinner. Then we exhaustedly fell into bed/sleep.
May 18/ Day 139
Woke up to a surprise Daniel. Made fun of me for tasting listerene on my breath. Lots of loveydovey time. also in heels. Which was pretty good. Ended up changing into wedges because I felt it might be too much for church. Got there and majority of females below 40 in heels the length of my face. My goddaughter/cousin looked so lovely…I remember when she was born she was the fattest baby I had ever seen. Remembering this made me flail my arms a bit and say ‘ohmygoodness’ a lot. Afterwards, went to sushi sushi for dinner. Laura actually liked my gifts :’) and Daniel slept over. Good day.
May 17/ Day 138
Finally saw the Avengers! Found Darren and Sarah at Chapters, and a Nigel whilst on our way out. Picked up my pay, got free pads, saw the most heroic butts ever, found wacky inflatable arm guys, spent nearly an hour in indigo, johnny rocket’s, the bus talks. Lovely lovely day.
May 16/ Day 137
Vee and Zee. Arguing about food as always. Some things never change, I’m incredibly grateful that hanging out with these two is still as funny as ever. Andrew slept over and we had deep talks the whole night yo.
